When I get quiet I am worried. I have one last doctors appointment this week on Thursday. This will HOPEFULLY result in the final approval for the donation. Gavin has already been scheduled for his first surgery to remove his remaining kidney on January 30. Then he will begin dialysis. You would think I was worried about this all becoming real. You would think I would be worried about the pain, the time off work, the possibility of complications…but all I can do is worry that somehow this Thursday I will find out that I am NOT approved.
Which makes me feel like this: